In my silence, my quiet solitude, I have perhaps written one of my best writings to date.

Its true when they say that writers often comes out with the best muses when they're in a state of inner turmoil(:

I present

The Man Who Guarded The Light

I was born and raised by the sea; shy yet proud,
Learnt to stay away from the crowd
In my home, my lighthouse
101 steps, round and down
October night, one night in the town
Can change one's life into eternity

All I could see her eyes,
We got caught in the moment all of the night
Taken beyond all lines,
In silence leaving them all behind

She had found the sails that following night
The town was getting way too small
She promised to be mine
Forever; for that one night

Moments, passion, small defeats
Concealed emotions, found in me
You gave life to a brand new me

Crossing the wintry fields,
The first hour of morning light
Warmed by the flame inside,
The lasting memory of that endless night

I never had a chance to stop what hit me
What broke my bones and mauled me
After hours of deep, unwilling sleep
In a cold shelter as I fell back into the dark..

A nightmare awakes me, blinking light
There's no guide, blind ships in the night
Oh blood red moon, eat away the night
Darkness covers my lonely soul,
No one to feed the dying light

Good morn', oh dreadful day,
I prayed the moon had lit the sea instead of me
For the sails of night,
Please tell me everything is alright

My voice in the room broke the silence,
Everybody killed me with their eyes
What I was to hear made the people cry,
Impossible for me to keep the tears inside

"All on board the White Pearl have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives
And you are the light of the night.."

One thing, I remember, before I fell on the ground
Although I never his face,
A name was inked in his arm
The family name stated I had seen before
Written on her front door

Love can be like poetry of demons
or maybe God loves complex irony?

"Silence in the courthouse!"
A presence in the room, we both could feel
The brethren of that woman and me

All on board the White Pearl have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives
While I was the guide light...
Back in my tower, run, run, run
Light is out, I hope to see
Black oceans beneath rise and swallow me

One step will take me back inside, another sees my end
No one can love a man who guarded the light,
Flaming eyes I must confront before I am stated free

Defining innocence is hell, after all that has past
Building new walls inside,
my eternal night

Although they took my heart and dried me up
Sometimes I still bleed

Show me the way
The light will show me a way on the grisly reefs
Too many dead ends I see

No soul can save me
The respect I lost, the measure of a man

10 000 steps down, round and round
One night at the town and I'm hell bound
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me

All on the board White Pearl had died,
Coastal reef come claim my life
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me

My little tower, seal my fate
Help me pay back, end their hate
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me
One direction, down, down, down
Pitch black night for my old town
Black oceans beneath shall now swallow me


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This poetry is purely analogical.
Think on it
=)