Jadikanlah ku tentera Fisabilillah
Yang tertera di kalimah harap memanduilah
entah apabila persimpangan tiba,
Hidup penuh rintangan harus kuhadapinya
Harapku tidak terlupa diri bila gembira,
dan cuma mula mencari kau disaat hiba

Ku cuma manusia penuh dengan kesilapan
Tapi bisa membezakan cahaya dan kegelapan
Tabah bila dihalangan duri onak dan cobaan
Teguh bila dicobakan keruh kuasa dan perempuan

Sentiasa legar diminda,
Dikejar dan dipinta
Dari zaman bermula
Hingga ke akhirnya

Ku mengerti siapa ku tanpamu disisi
dan apa guna posesi juga posisi
Sementara ini cuma hanya puisi,
nukilan tulisan dan bisikan isi hati

Mencari keterangan ,menjiwai peranan
menepati pesanan ,janji juga saranan
Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan rezeki
moga tidak terleka dalam perjalanan ini...


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As you might have noticed I've changed my blogskin. Sempena Hari Raya la kan. Bilik da cantik, rumah da cantik, blog pun kene kasi kan cantik. Haaa, macam paham..

So anyway, somebody has been complaining about the way I blog. He says that I'm being too serious lately, no more joking around, not entertaining enough. Bro, I just have one question for you.


KAU INGAT BLOG AKU NI APER?! SARKES UNTUK BADOT PERFORM KASI KAU ENTERTAIN KEPE?! HAPRAK JOHNSON KEPALA BOJAN BETOL NI BUDAK...


Yes, this badot has the cheek to say to me that I'm not entertaining him enough. That I'm being too serious. When in the first place, is it even my job to entertain you dear friend?

Hishhhh, kie sabarr~

Tapi takper. Sempena bulan Syawal yang mulia ini (tapi tak semulia bulan Ramadhan..yang baru lepas..sob sob *don't mind me, I'm still having withdrawal symptoms*), aku, Muhammad Sufyan Al-Khalifah Bin Roslan, maafkan kawan baik aku, Muhammad Azhar Bin Haris Fadzilah setelah 7 tahun kita togethe...erm... I mean 7 tahun kita kenal each other. Halalkan makan minum aku yang dulu aku selalu curi dari kau, biarpun yang kau nampak atau pun kau tak nampak (banyak kali tau).

Aa, aku maafkan kau dari hujung rambut kau yang beserabai tu, hingga ke hujung kuku jari kaki kau yang tak dipotong berapa abad ntah. Apa-apa yang kau buat dulu biarpun curi pen, pencil aku..main bola rembat muka aku..kat ruma aku kau kentut kat muka aku..selalu curi makanan aku...kasi game Fifa 05 aku stuck kat dalam Xbox kau...dan banyak-banyak lagi la, aku ni baik taknak ungkit-ungkit cerita lamer. Yang da lepas tu biarkan da lepas la kan...haha

Anyway kan..

Alot of us wearing light blue. Serious tak janji, it just happened. My two adeks are the two smallest in front by the way. The two botaks at the back is our abang-abang army, my cousin Redzuan and my abang sedara, Nizam "Haprak Johnson Kepala Bojan". kekeke


After my atok house, all of us went to some of our second cousin houses. Our parent's cousin or something. Ntah la aper link nya. haha.
So at this one house, got this one makcik sungguh mengira. Yes, I have something against these people yang terlalu mengira sangat. Nak kasi kena tanyer da keje belom or something. Funny thing is kadang-kadang da kasi bole tarek balik pulak.

Don't get me wrong, I'm 20 and I don't think I should get. But bila orang kasi, jangan la ditolak.hee. But what I mean is that, kalau nak kasi, kasi dengan ikhlas. Tak yah tanya-tanya. Kalau da tanya, da mengira tu, takper la cik, take your money back. Tak ikhlas kasi pun buat apa.

That was what my abang sedara said, by the way, when one makcik nak give us but then kept on asking. When she asked my abang sedara, he said ,"Takper la cik, Cik nak kasi, saya amek, Cik taknak kasi pun saya tak kisah, pasal saya taknak amek dari orang yang kasi tak ikhlas".

Yes, my abang sdare is never one to minch his words especially when conveying his thoughts. Makcik tu trus terdiam, just give my abang sdara and trus kluar ruma. Duit tu pun my abang sdara tak simpan, he gave it to my baby brother. haha

After that, all of us went to my paternal side at Tampines. Dah memang lumrah for my maternal side to visit my paternal side because my paternal atok knows my maternal atok and also some of my uncles. They stayed for only half and hour or so before going off as they had other places to go.

Once again, going to my paternal side, it never failed to dissappoint me to see my cousins there at the state of..I don't know how to put it. Its just sort of condescending to say the least.
My hopes went up when one of them why I'm wearing a Fityan Ghufran shirt (it wasn't mine btw, its Tsuraiya's. She lent it to me during Kem Xplore) . I was thinking, kie maybe I could just explain abit and maybe get them to be more interested in this field. So I just explained that I'm not part of Fityan but I do help sometimes or just saja-saja went there. What started of brightly went out just like that when they decided its better to talk about each other's significant other.

Needless to say, I was shot with questions because of my handphone screensaver. I didn't exactly answer their questions, merely sidestepped them cos I know they'll say something sarcastic or kinda deameaning if I were to answer it outright.

Next thing, as usual, salam my atok and minta maaf. Alangkah terperanjat apabila time tu baru dapat tau atok ku sorang ni boleh tahan kaypo rupernyer. haha. Shan't say much about it, heh.
atok da approve tau byy..=pp hee

Well thats just that. Probably I'll update more later. Probably not. Too many things in the head and heart right now to fully comprehend.

I leave with saying:





oh btw
I miss you so much that it actually hurts.
wow
i always heard people talk about it and often laugh at them
i didnt noe that its actually true.
COOL OR WHUT?!
kekeke

immbu alot alot~
hee
=)