Results are out


Well its not like I didn't see it coming

Put in the effort and let it all unravel on its own. Yeah, shit happens, something gone wrong along the way I guess.


Now I'm not sure whether I want to appeal or not.
Finish the goddamn diploma or switch and do something in which my interest lay instead
True, I got it all planned out. But at what cost? To myself..to the others around me..



choices choices choices



Everything happens for a reason. And now I stand at the crossroads.
Whichever decision I make now will have a utmost detrimental impact on my future.

Head says follow your interest. Heart says don't disappoint the others, just one more freaking year.

How about you, God? Waddya say?
ku hanya berupaya untuk beristikharah kepadaMu ya Ilahi...