Aku termenung dibawah mentari
Diantara megahnya alam ini
menikmati indahnya kasihmu
Kurasakan damainya hatiku

Sabdamu bagai air yg mengalir
Basahi panas terik dihatiku
Menerangi semua jalanku
Kurasakan tentramnya hatiku

Jangan biarkan damai ini pergi
Jangan biarkan semuanya berlalu
Hanya padaMu Tuhan tempatku berteduh
dari semua kepalsuan dunia

Bilaku jauh dari dirimu
Akan kutempuh semua perjalanan
Agar selalu ada dekatmu
Biarku rasakan lembutnya kasihmu


Only 6 more days till we say goodbye for now to the best gift Allah has given for the believers
Only 6 more days till once again, we are not only victims of our own desires, but of dark whisperings as well

But most importantly, only 6 more days till ultimate salvation ends.

Ramadhan 1429H,

You've came when I was in a period of uncertainty. A period where I could find no answers for the questions I have before me. To say that I was lost is an understatement. I wasnt lost.
I hadn't even moved away from the start.

But you came and erased away all the uncertainty surrounding me
The doubt in my heart, you eradicate away with just your mere presence
You shined the light before me and made me see the beauty of everything around me, not only the person in front of me
The sweet, calm tune that you play caresses me lightly and from there I found the patience, the ability in me in supplication to Him

But once again, in my sheer absurdity, I disappoint you
Words have I uttered that are utmost defilement, and many a times that I've let my emotions overruled my rational thinking
Without thought, without respect for you (nau'zubillah) have I done things which I myself do not condone
I can hide behind the notion of myself being a man, and is such prone to such things
But if I say that, I'm just hiding behind excuses

Tears are falling as I am writing this to you, but what use are tears for they would not bring the time that you gave me and I wasted back
Your visit this year has been a roller coaster ride

What have I fulfilled?
Have I made your stay this year a fruitful one?
I could only guess and imply

As for now, you leave your final and best gift to us.
the gift of Lailatul Qadr
I will try my best to attain its hasanah, my friend.

Till next when we meet again...insyaAllah.
Your coming will be very much awaited.
=)