Now then I realised that an upgrade to a 2GB RAM for my laptop can do wonders.

No more lag, no more latency. Hell, now it can even play those high-end graphics Star Wars games. WOOTS!

Taking apart my laptop yesterday, I realised now why the cooling fan sounds alot like a helicopter.
Its being choked by dust which has been accumulated since...well, since I bought the laptop..sayyyy, 3 years ago? heh. So took the vacuum cleaner and DUST-BE-GONE! wooo~

Now my lappy runs so fast, its like a new one. Not to mention that cooling fan now runs silently~.
Thinking of upgrading my HDD and Graphics card also..but thats for another time.


So anyway, went to Sim Lim yesterday with *someone and met.....


FU LU SHOU!!!!!


WOOOOOOO~ da lamer tak jumper members goreng babi kat saner.
I'm sure Faan, Gaylord, and Ninjaboy misses them too.gahaha

So went to Sim Lim.blablabla..supposed to buy 1GB RAM, but realised that 1GB -> $30 , 2GB ->$52 puas hati beli 2GB skali kan since I have the money and I do NEED the extra memory space *cough*holiday*cough*main game*cough*. After that, went to have a bite first before heading off to somewhere in the northeast. heh heh heh.

Oh yes Fahmi, inside the MRT we saw this one guy playing his PSP. Fuuuhhh, lagik mauts dari kau uh sey. Dah lah bukak sound satu cabin bole dengar, dier main dengan penuh konsentrasi.
With reference to Faan's quote about Fahmi playing games, "Biler Israfil tiup sangkakala, Fahmi and this guy will be the last two people to realise it" nyehehehe

So in short, yesterday was a nice daayyy~
A short day..but time well spent. hehe
And I cant wait for Saturday~
hehehehehehe
immbu(:


OKIE~

Now to serious shit stuffs.

These are just some of my train of thoughts. My insights in this matter.

Modern society is anti-love. We've taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. Yes, you might disagree vehemently with me, saying that judgement on others based on their shortcomings are wrong. Yes I know but it is wrong. But are we not humans? Like it or not, when you look at someone, there will always be a certain train of thought that goes past. We're already doing it, without realising.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that bringing out a person's flaws and shortcomings is wrong. It is wrong when you see it and you turn away from it. Or you see it, but you look past it. Flaws are evident in everyone, even yourself. We cannot run away from it. No on is perfect.

But you see, therein lies perfection. The ability for us to not only LOOK PAST the imperfections, but accept them. Realise that when you see someone as perfect, it is his/her imperfections that make up that picture of perfection. Take for example, a painting masterpiece. If you examine it closely, you will realise that the brush strokes are far from perfect. In fact, sometimes its just horrendous.

But instead of taking it in, you have to accept it, take a few steps back and now examine it at its full beauty. Realise that the imperfection that you have pointed out earlier, is imperative for the painting to be looked upon to its full beauty. Thats what I mean by perfection is built upon by imperfections.
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It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason while love requires complete acceptance.

Despite what the media often perceive, love doesn't happen by chance, at first sight. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. More ofthen than not, we are often blinded by the fact that that someone is right in front of us, oh how I know that so.

You will find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. Its value is meant to inspire you. Love cannot be forced. If it fails, then just take a lesson from it, rise back up and go on ahead. There's no use lying there and not wanting to go on with life. Love is meant to inspire, not destroy. But when you do, you will find that there is no half-measure in loving someone. You either don't or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology.

Realise that somewhere along the way, all of us will experience this path.
And perhaps...






I am walking it




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