Sometimes, I feel like letting go




Sometimes, I ask myself why I'm doing this




Sometimes, it hurts so much that I almost turn the other cheek





Sometimes, I wonder how I can stand all this




Sometimes, fatigue takes so much out of me that I almost let go




Sometimes, my emotions and mental-being are too drained out





BUT




Sometimes, when I feel like letting go, I see you in my mind and it gives me the resolve again





Sometimes, when I ask myself why, I see you in my mind and I instead ask...WHY NOT?





Sometimes, when it hurts so much that I almost turn the other cheek, I see you in my mind and I realise that its worth it all






Sometimes, when I wonder why I can stand all this, I see you in my mind and I understand why




Sometimes, when fatigue takes so much out of me, I see you in my mind and my strength is revitalised






Sometimes, when my mental and emotional being is too drained out, I see you in my mind and I tell myself, "Just one more day" to get through the day




but it hurts me so to see you turn the other cheek.

it hurts me so to realise that its seems like you don't bother.



What you have posted on your blog is pretty much linked to what I dreamt off after I istikhara the other night. But I am still undecided.

But one thing's for sure.


Come one of these few days,

You will realise what I feel.


You will realise that perhaps, I'm not falling for you anymore




That for all I know, I'm falling in love with you.