The day he forgives them, he becomes an adult.
The day the child forgives himself...he becomes wise



Because I can't go on living with this cloud of guilt over my head
Thats usually what happens when I went to visit my relatives on my dad's side.

Among my relatives on my dad's side, I've always been the odd one out.

Football runs in my blood, so its no surprise that most of my cousins from my dad's side became national footballers. I wont say their names, go find out yourselves. In other words, football is their passion.

But for me, its more of a big interest rather than a passion. I love football, but not to the extent of committing fully for it. I've been in various under-16s club teams but I never stayed for more than a year.

Also once, while they were gila-gila techno (matrep la katerkan) I was the only one who was blasting punkrock and metal from my earphones. Is it any wonder that I'm only the second one in the family to have managed to get to 3rd Year in Polytechnic (and the first one in SP)?

Well, yesterday, mum made it a point to show how different I was from the others. When Atok asked me, "Yan, lepas poly dengan NS nanti nak gi maner pulak?"
I was preparing to give a lame answer actually. But my mum butt in and said "Dia lepas NS nak ambek DPI dengan Degree Psychology, lepas tu nak try masok ______ University"

MAKKK OIIII...she said that in front of my cousins, most of my aunts...and also in front of Mira.
Anyways kan, Mira is a distant cousin of mine which I had a crush on last time. Last time eh now tak. Though I did notice her looking at me in ermm...amazement? when my mum said that. Kie anyways, she said that to the almost the whole family.

So everyone was like O.o
macam paham jer yan nak masok university tu
Kie aper-aper la eh, as long as my atok happy, i don't pretty much care about the others.

So in any case, yesterday's persandingan was quite okie uh.
But downside is, the kendarat is not systematic. AT ALL.
the kendarat-ers are my cousins and their friends, including me.
When Kak Yana left for Abang Fadel's place, dorang nyer pandai, they also ikot.
Habeslah left me, my uncle, my dad and two or three others to clear the tables.
my atok was quite mad i tell you
I swear he's turning green.

As for me, penat tu penat.
Furthermore I was forced to do silat pengantin.
Makkk oiii~ mine lasted for like what? 15 seconds?
AHAHAHAHHHHA~

Firstly is because I forgotten the moves. Its been like years since I last did that.
Secondly is because I'm supposed to be the one and only pesilat there, somehow when I just about to enter, got another guy came in. According to tradition, it is to be done in odd numbers, either 1, 3, 5 or so on. So that leaves me being the second one. So my atok just say, buat cepat-cepat nyer da bole. Ahh amek kau, 15 seconds, cukup cepat tak?

Gahahahahah~ anyway, the silat I did is the bunga-bunga I always use last time biler tanding.
Alah, orang yang tengok semuer bukannya tau aper, dorang kater style, good enough for me uh.kekeke

So anyway, best thing yesterday was Mira thinking that I can drive. Gaahaha.
Cos I was making my way back from solat Zuhur, while her family is going off.
I went over to the car to change to my shoes (i was wearing slippers) when I walked past them.
I de-alarmed the car using that remote thingy before salam-ing her parents ( whose dad is my dad's cousin)

So kirekan she's my second cousin la.
So when salam already, her dad ask me, nak gi maner
I just say nak gi tukar kasut, lepas tu nak gi kedai
Yang dorang nie, pegi assume that I going to kedai naik kereta cos I overheard Mira's brother ( tak ingat namer dier aper) saying to his dad, wah, umur macam Mira da bole drive sey.
GAHAHHHAAHHHHHHH~
padahal-padahal

Anyway one of my atok sedara ( i think its mira's atok) really thought I can drive.
Cos time hari raya, I drove my dad's car from the main road to the carpark. And I think he saw from the window. Senang kater, I know that cos biler salam nak duit raya, he said, nie da bole drive jadik takyah kasi.
I was like...what the....
haahahaha kie takperrr..no big dealll =p

So anyway, this time first time kendarat mata tak nakal.
Selalu nyer nakal. Nie mesti pasal Din ader. oops. sorry Din, takmo lenyek ku dengan kereta kau kie.
Maybe cos a certain someone is always on my mind perhaps. kan adek kannnn~ hehee

kie dah, better stop here
going of to school~
Yes Lina, POLYTECHNICS DON'T GET HOLIDAYS ON YOUTH DAY!!!
aisey bedah, a second year asking this kind of questions..lina lina...




cos I left her when I found her, and now I wished I stayed...