The past week havn't been good to me

the hamstring's getting worst
and my ankle too

now i've to wear an ankle support in addition to my thigh support

haishh


its rightfully so if someone were to say that i'm injury prone

but to me, the only reason i got these injuries is that i gave 101% on the field


So anyways, yesterday Manchester United clinched their 17th Premiership title.
GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!

next up, Moscow, lads!
hahaa


That aside, too many things have been floating around my mind these past few days
Yes, you critics. Sometimes, I do use my brain. I'm not THAT lazy you know.

Back to topic,

yeah, normal mundane stuffs like EXCO matters, MLS matters. There's never a day which I never stop thinking about these.

Moreover with my current captaincy of the SPMLS soccer team, my brain too is filled with formations...4-5-1, 4-4-2, 4-3-3 grrrr~

but these few days i've been haunted by what-ifs and what-nots

its been quite a few days since i last messaged or chat with her

it seemed that everytime i see her online, she's either busy or away.
wouldn't want to disturb her as she's busy with her assignments and stuffs all, i'm sure.

and didn't messaged her cos well, her bill exceeded and no more messaging~
i'm not the type of person who likes to call

cos well, in phone calls, there's always this awkward moments when you don't know what to say and there's silence. yes. I HATE THAT. haha


BUT MY POINT IS

its like a habit of mine now to check my phone every few minutes to see whether she messages or not, even though i know chances are slim.

and also when i got online i automatically went to her contact name in MSN, although i know i'll be disappointed by her offline, busy or away status.

i don't know how many times these few days that i automatically typed a message to be sent to her but at the last minute remembered and thus, i saved it at the draft folder.

Yes, mundane normal minor messages like good morning, or hope u have a great day like that.
Its the small things that counts to me.

okie fine, in other words, i miss her. kie dah happy?
i miss her quite badly i guess.

bleargh~

So yeah. I dunno...maybe tomorrow, things will change.

For the better? for the worst?

who am i to say, actually?

but as a testament to my upbringing

I'll keep on hoping for the best.

If she decides to treat me differently. Then yeah.

Aku redha.

=)