Head is spinning with countless of thoughts

of what-ifs and what-nots

of maybes and may nots

of why

of how

of what

and of how it came to be





Sudden rush of emotions eclipsed my rational thinking

of anger unabated

of despair desolated

of hatred unrelenting

of happiness unbounded

of joy uncontrolled

and of love unassuming






I have and always been the one single greatest contradiction to my very own principles that I have ever known.




Perhaps the lack of sleep is finally taking its toll on me.





Whatever it is, watch this space.




Will be updated properly soon enough