A little last post before I go off.


Tomorrow, I'll be off for iKem at school.

Wonderous memories I've held to my heart of the previous camps.

Year 1 -> Team Asroq (blue) won Best Team award. I was a member of that group

Year 2 -> Team Kasturi Turtle won Best Team award. I was the facilitator/ captain of the group. Also , I won Best Facilitator.heh.

Year 3 -> I'm coming in this time as one of the programmers and also as Head of Logistics.

I think till now, I still remain the only person who won with two different teams consecutively. hehe, yes its something that I don't intend to let others forget easily.
Same goes for me being the previous Best Facilitator.hehe

Quite a few doubters out there who said I wont be able to handle the pressure of holding two posts.

If there's something you should know, its:

A) I work best under extreme pressure

B) It'll just serve for me to prove you wrong. Over and over again.

You doubters just don't learn from the last camp do you?
You seek to doubt my abilities.
I've proven back then that you were all wrong about me.

That I do have that ability to be a great leader.
Its just that I prefer to reign it in.
Most of you were surprised to see that part of me issnt it?

Young, shy, quiet and uninvolving Sufyan suddenly becoming the charismatic, loud and wiser one he is now. What can I say? Leonidas' noble blood those run in me.

Yes, I know I always had it within me. I just refuse to acknowledge it.
But don't for once think its over yet.

Cos this time round, you'll see yet another part of me.
=)



I'll be keeping my eyes on green group for this camp.
What can I say:

Zinniratul (Syak's adik sdare and personal friend of mine)
Afiqah (Nuraini's close friend)
Rashid (Rohani's brother)
Norlin (Rohani's best friend)

just to name a few.

I see potential there. woots.

I made sure I did when I set up the grouping. lol.

Yes, it was me. I'm the one who does all the grouping.

Green group will be faci-ed by Leh and Naziah.


Hope Leh does a good job.
He's a damned loose cannon but he can be relied on to get the job done. If he wants to.

As for Naziah,
A true Kasturi Turtle.
She's one of my apprentices who came up to take my place.
Don't fail me now, Naziah.

Make me proud like how Rohani and Syamira had done so
I have faith in you

=)

just some words before I go:

to Tifa: dover dgn punggol is far per. but not far enough for you to miss me eh? hahaa =X

To Eisya: keep on smiling puteri....i mean sya. hehehe...eh alah, at least before i go let me call you puteri la kie..kekeke

To aa : eh, jumper kau kat camp. Kau tak datang camp...jager kau..hahaha

and lastly.

To someone.
If you were reading this.. :

Is it too hard to be abit more appreciative?
Is it too hard to be more approachable?

Is it too hard to at least tell me whats going thru your mind?
Cos if you're pushing me away, just say so.

I can take it. I'm not a fucking emo bastard.

Because thats the way I see it.
You're just pushing me away.
Ever since after that day that we met each other, you've been like this.

Yeah..bloody shits.
Just tell it to me straight next time round.
Don't insult me by thinking I cant take something like this.
sheessh.

stop these games. Cos I can know from how you reply to me.
As I always say, sometimes, having the ability to read between the lines well is a curse rather than a good thing

because for all I know, I'm being overly-paranoid.

ahhh, throw all these fucks away.

I don't need this.


Not right now.





Not when the fate of the camp rests upon me.